I’ve been a very lazy blogger the last few weeks. I did manage to get pictures up but that was about all I had the desire to do. I’ve been thinking and napping, as often as I can with the basset. On April 1st I had been at my current company for fourteen years.

Instead of blogging I was thinking about what I’m doing with my life, why was I still at a company that wasn’t suppose to be long term. It’s a good job but I don’t love it. There have been a lot of changes over the years and more changes recently, enough to make me think of leaving. Leaving and wondering what to do next as it turns out is exhausting. Being unhappy at your job is very tiring. Now I’m starting to form a plan and thinking of what to do next, instead of apprehension I’m getting to feeling optimistic about changing. Still a solid plan I don’t have but I am starting to look at options.

In some ways I’m back to being thirteen and grasping at straws, dreaming of everything I’ve wanted to be. Now though I do need to throw in reality what can I realistically do. There are a lot of options and the more I think about it the more options come up.

Anybody need somebody to travel and write for them?

That one probably isn’t going to work out right away, so that’s why I’m working on a back up plan.